Back To December

so this is me swallowing my pride,

standing in front of you 

saying i'm sorry for that night,

and i go back to December all the time..

Okey, mesti korang tahu kan lagu di atas.. lagu di atas yang dipopularkan oleh Taylor Swift yang bertajuk Back To December.... hurm.. December? December ialah bulan yang ke-12 dalam setahun.. Actually, pada bulan 12 juga cuti panjang kan.. Bulan December jugak salji turun.. Pada bulan December ini, masing-masing ada kenangan yang manis kan? huhu! actually, i'm gonna story to you guys what's my tragedy in the last December.. Actually, not accident.. let's check it out! 

Last December, i spent my holiday at Pak Lang's house. Rumah pak lang kat Taiping. So, kat Taiping selalu hujan, * boleh dikatakan setiap hari la.. tapi, tak kerap* But! i liked to spend my holiday at Pak Lang's house... Iman selalu pergi dengan adik iman.. actually too, every year we spend our holiday at pak lang's house.. we so enjoyed and glad to live at pak lang's house.. hehehe =) Okey!  last december too, pak lang brought us to Kuala Lumpur for mak lang's convocation. hehe.. it was very wonderful time.. Kyumie * my cousin, Biha* and I entered in PWTC's hall.. it is a huge hall.. after the convocation, we were departure to Malacca with Cik Fiza.. hihi.. Kami naik Taming Sari.. kami naik Taming Sari pada wktu malam.. Ya Allah, it was a beautiful scenery.. We saw everything.. beauty of Malacca.. haha! At Malacca too, my cousin * Atep* have found a beautiful girl! hahaha... actually, he was attracted with her beauty. hahaha! I always teasing him and asked him to take her number.. hahaha! he got it! bravo to him~ After all of trip In Malacca and Negeri Sembilan.. We're back to Taiping.. hurmm..  

One Day, I was too bored.. then, i found a magazine.. * nama majalah dirahsiakan, sorry* I've seen a boy from that magazine.. he was so charming. ehek! I tried to ask Along *my cousin a.k.a atep* about that man and he knew that boy.. i'd liked fall in **** with that boy! hahahaah... yeah! for me., it's too funny.. I always staring at his face.. hehehe! okey! gedik~ day by day, my parents took me and hadi went to my granny's house... before i went to my granny's house, i've bring that magazine along with me.. hehehe.. 

all of sudden, my granny wants to go to Negeri Sembilan * rumah mak sedara iman* FYI, i got his number.. haha! i was in doubt to call him.. what the heck! then, i didn't know that i've called him in a suddenly! then, he tried to call me back.. i was scared. iman dah miss call dia.. hurmm.. then, i wrote a message to him that i want to apology to him if i've bothered him.. you know! he really arrogant! * that's i want to say* his message " awk yang call saya, that's why i call you back" Ya Allah, tersirap darah iman;... muka ja handsome, tapi, ya Allah... don't want to say anything.. But, i don't understand why i was still like him.. aigoo.. 

When i was back to Kedah.. i tried to find his Facebook.. And i got it! i adding him as my friend, and he didn't approve me.. yeah! maybe i'm a stranger.. i tried one more time. but, he didn't approve me too.. i've give up, then, i just let him go.. yeah! i was loved a stranger man.. he doesn't know me and i don't know him too.. then,.. iman dengar lagu Back to December.. It's sounds like my story.. iman hanya hayati saja lagu tu.. sampai sekarang iman tak kan lupakan perkara itu... sampai sekarang dia tak approve iman lagi.. hahahaha... i know, i macam S.S.. tapi, he doesn't know! hahaha.. tak SS kan... cuma suka2 ja.. hikhikhik

P/S.. Kyumie, you know everything about this story.. just remind it again..

i'm sorry because my broken english.. I'm own nothing...

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Good Morning Friday...

weeee.... finally, school holiday has begun! but, when school holiday started, i can' see my friend, teacher, and school... hurm.. so sad.. i can't see pupil cheer up, students escaping from the class, and teacher's anger.. hahaha... actually, zaman persekolahan kita tak boleh dilupakan.. right! always keep it as our sweet memories.. and, you know? sometimes, colleger wouldn't forget their school time even they stepped into their university or college.. hurm, better kita menikmati zaman persekolahan kita sementara masa masih ada,. hahahax... 

actually, I ada story nak cerita kt pepper smua... I ade terbaca satu cerpen.. dalam google.. serius I smpai nangis membacanya... hurm.. check it out!!
 E, a guy. well, i don't want to disclose his identity... i just want to share with you guys... okey... 

actually, I ada knal sorang boy ni. he's so kind, and jovial. he's so kind to me. and treat me very well.. i really loved that moments... firstly, i just considering him as my best friend.. then, he always accost me.. if he felt bored, he will send me a messages.. and i always wait for his messages.. he' so special.. hurm.. 

we like a special friend... we text together.. share our ideas.. and sometimes, he always make a joke.. i just laughed.. And i think he really comfort with me.. until i have knew that my  friend * girl* messaging with him.. 

I call her as H.. H secretly admired and loved him. I've already knew. from her speak, manner, and behavior.. I've understood her feeling. H bermesej dengan E secara diam-diam.. until he didn't message with me again... I really upset and disappointed! and i cried full of my heart....  i decide to forget him, but i can't....  I can't.. i can't.. I CAN'T.... . But, thank you  because you pernah appreciate I.. I loved that moments...
hurm... that what i want to share with you all... kisah dia atas ni sama je mcm kisah I.. erm.. maybe, I teruk lagi kot,.. I baca cerpen ni pon menitik air mata... hurm... 
Ainatul Nabihah... you know everything... I've told you everything... no more secret from me... 

I'm not a princess,this ain't a fairytale,I'm not the one you'll sweep off the feetlead her up the stairwellthis ain't Hollywoodthis is a small towni was a dreamer beforeyou went and let me downNOW! it's too late for you and YOUR WHITE HORSE!!

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Sulking !!

Assalamualaikum...

Aigoo... i'm sulking right now! because of GIMP!!! I tgah syok edit gamba.. tetiba, tak leh buka GIMP! sengal giler!! adoi! macam mna nak buat nie?? not responding?? what a big deal!! I nak edit gmba jugak.. Alamak... serius I benci.. 

Urmm.. sedih!! ta boleh nak edit gmba lagi... TT_TT hurm.. please.. give me an idea.. to bring back my GIMP! i really.. really..REALLY.. need IT!! c'mon GIMP! don't break my heart.............

THE END~

p/s #tengah.luahkan.perasaan.terhadap.GIMP.#

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I'm Back!! hahaha...

Assalamualaikum...

Ya Allah.. akhirnya... dapat jugak update blog yang sekian lama berhabuk lagi bersawang... huhu!! T_T..  

actually, sejak 1 bulan nie... internet rumah saya tak boleh buka.. ada hantu mana entah mai curi cable kat kmpung I... hurm... Iman geram gegiler kot.. dah la kerja2 nak isi borang nak masuk sekolah lain pon dah tertangguh.. aish!! aigo... okey2, kali ni hantu2 yang curi tu dimaafkan... kalau diorang dtang curi lagi, tengoklah, tepat pukul 12 tgah malam, Iman akan terpacak dekat lokasi yang mereka nak curi tu... Biar jadi 'penunggu' kat situ.. hahahaha!!! *gelak jahat*   haha.. 

Akhir kata dari saya,

Alhamdulillah~ dapat balik main facebook.. hahahah

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Adess~ cepat lah membesar~

Assalamualaikum...

Weeeeeee..... hallow peeper~ ahakx.. lama jugak tak update blog neh.. memang tak dak idea arr nak update apa... hurm.... Adoi! badan!! bila ko nak membesar????? bila hah???? cmon arrr... bagi la berisi sikit... korang nak tahu, I ( I ialah IMAN..*nama aq daa.. sja nak tulis I coz nak short form kan* OKey la kan?? ) I makan cam tak ingat dunia... makan nasi berpinggan2, lauk-pauk beraneka jenis, semua air I sedut... tak pun membesar.. Aduh!! dah macam orang Somalia jaa. *hurmm T_T* bayangkan, berat badan I empat puluh je.. tapi, tinggi I dah nak mencecah 160 cm... tak ke kering tu... hahahaha!!!! tau tak.. I kalau makan, tak pernah berhenti????? *weyh, biaq betol?* tak la.. hahahaha...  kalau makan dalam sejam yang lepas, perut berbunyi daaa... dahsYaTTTT kan perut I??? awesome!! bak kata ayah " jangan makan bnyak sangat, nnti tembam (* xnak tulis gemuk, heeeee*) mcm orang TEMBAM~~~~ hahahha.. xnak ar tembam sangt.. actually, nak target arr nak berat badan 45 dah arrr.. baru maintain ngn tinggi...

SERIUS! saya memang makan banyak.....

P/S : SYA RINDU KAK2 DAN ABG2 FASILITATOR DI UITM TU..  Miss gileerr, tak leh nak buat entry pasal percutian yang penuh bermakna di UiTM Merbok... Klu buat, mesti basah keyboard... T_T Rindu sangat!!!!!!!

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Alhamdulillah... Praise be To Allah SWT...

Assalamua'laikum...

Ya Allah, Syukur Alhamdulillah.... Allah has open my heart... Alhamdulillah... And now, i really peaceful and quite... All my problem can solve in slowly method.. so i don't have to restless again.. And my friend always asks me why i always in uncomfortable situation. i always hide my problem because i want to solve it by myself... And, i strove to forget all my problem...but i can't.. i can't hide from my problem.. it always ruin my mind... I rasa tiada siapa yang boleh membantu I, Ya Allah, lastly, i asked the help from Allah.. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah, Allah had opened my heart and my mind. And Now, i have a lot of choices how to solve and forget the problem... And i Just give it all to Allah.. Only Allah can decide it.. We as a human being,. we just ask help from Allah.. And InsyaAllah, Allah can help us.. We just patient and wait the result... Allah never disappointing His follower. InsyaAllah... So, i really peace now.. =)  Alhamdulillah Wasyukurillah... Syukran Jazillah Ya Allah...

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